Sick of being jealous, and sick of feeling as if I'm just not food enough for someone at all.
All I want is to be happy. Have someone to gold me and feel something apart from bloody hatred towards me, I'm actually done with people taking me for granted and using me like I'm a piece of dirt that they can just kick about.
I know I'm ranting on about something that I shouldn't on this.
But I need to somewhere because I just can't be bothered anymore with feeling useless and invisible 😥